today

So my husband has finally found out how hard it is to be alone with 2 kids. Its not easy.. you get frustrated and you have no where to go. He sees how hard it is to keep a clean house while having the 2 kids. I love him so very much.

Been in pain lately but hes nice enough to let me take pain killers. So i am on them now... pain is less but still not gone.

He made me southwestern eggrolls from a copy cat recipe from chilis!!! OMG i love chilis!!!!!

My house feels empty... I miss having more then 1 animal but i know its not fair to get another kitty cause small cat doesnt like other animals..

Today alaina went poop on the potty 2 times! i am sooo happy for her!!! I hope this continues!!!!!

Logan had green beans today and he ate the whole jar! He seemed to really like them.

Logan had a 4 month check up.. Yes 4 months! Can you believe it.. it felt like just yesterday that i had him.  He weighs 13.12  i thought he was a chunker but apparently hes not. Hes in the 19th percentile for his weight and 30 percentile for his height at 24 inches.

He is behind in alot of things but were working on them! and.... He did pass his hearing test!

Anyways... before i ramble on about nothing.. Thanks for reading.. feel free to leave comments.. ask questions.. Do whatever.. i love company..


btw... Today i am thankful for..... the weather! It has been very favorable for me and it has made it to where i can enjoy going out side!

thankful for....

Today i am thankful for lovely friends who make me smile and show me i am loved!

thankful for....

I am thankful for having the loves and hugs that i get every day....

So . Aaron took the car this morning so i couldnt go into the housing but lets say i was on the phone for over an hour calling and calling and demanding answers.. so  after about an hour i got 3 different stories


story 1- I  could be 9th on the list if they had my paperwork that they didnt have but until then i was 179.

Story 2 - I am 179 on the list  even with me having the paper work in ( that that had )

story 3- I am 4th on the list they have all the paper work they need now its just waiting for a house to open up. they are thinking around april..


i am believeing story 3 because it comes from assistant manager since manager is out.

I really hope they dont try to screw me again.. I am just irratated with this whole company.

so i a feeling better. I had a horrible night last night. I went to the ER this morning and they sent me to a dr in the family clinic.. even tho i told them i went to the dr yesterday.. and guess what? i have the noro virus... stupid people.  i was supposed to be in bed all night but i did just rest on the couch.. tomorrow i have to head to the housing office for fort carson housing cause they are stupid!  gotta go! sorry this is short i need to find some paper work before i lose the thought!

btw

i am thankful for my son because he always makes me smile!

noro virus...

so the noro virus is keeping me from really posting much tonight.. i am thankful for my husband tho! he is such a big help tonight... love you huni.

Thankful For... special post!

Today is a little different.. Yesterday i asked if friends  would like to know why i was thankful for them.. So today thats what it is about...


Donna- Donna i am thankful for all the times you let me stay at your house with your awesome kids. I love them all so very much  Tad, Kayla and kat. They are all like siblings to me.. I love them all. I love you! You were like my second mom.. My home away from Home... All the times i crashed on your floor.. I remember you bringing home taco bell. And you were the one that drove me to the hospital when i needed stitches in my face... I miss those times! Thank you for letting me be a part of your family!

Anna- Anna i am sooo thankful for you. You were a steady hand when i needed someone to help me up during aarons deployment.  You are one of my closest friends ever.. Your daughter is like my daughter and my daughter is like yours.. Shilo is my buddy... I miss you all so very much.. there was many times i needed someone you and were always there...

Amy- Amy you have always been a friend. Ever since i met you at Einsteins, You and kylie are awesome to hang around. You always give me great advice and never afraid to help a buddy in need! thank you for everything you do! My life wouldnt be the same with out you!

Mel- Mel.. what can i say about you? I have you known you since aaron and i started talking! That is such a long time ago... You have been there for the ups and downs with aaron, the misscarriage, the birth of my daughter and son.. I hope one day i have the privilidge to meet you face to face and meet your adorable little boy!

Andy- I am thankful for you because you have always been like an aunt to me... You have been in my life since i was little! lol I am thankful for the fact that i know i can always turn to you for advice.

My mom--- Mommy.. what can i say? How do you tell your mother how thankful you are for them? I am thankful for you bringing me into this world. For giving me everything you could. For always putting us kids first. For working everyday even when your sick, when your tired, when your just wore out. Thank you for always getting up and making us dinner even tho there was times you just wanted to lay on the couch cause you were tired from working all the time.. There is soo much to list as to why i am thankful for you.. But the 1 thing i can say is ... I thankful you are my mom..

Jess- I am thankful for you always being my friend.. We have been through soo much. School. M. P. You getting me suspended! lol I remember when we lived together.. How you used to come to my apartment. Halo! You helping me with my shots.. Always taking care of me... Thank you!

Jenn- My love.. my best! My co truck driver.. You are the most amazing person in the world! You know everything i go through..You know my pains...  My ups, my downs. My sister on the other side of the united states. I was soo happy to come see you and meet your parents. To meet the love of your life. You have got to meet my love, and my daughter! You will get to meet my son soon! I promise!  I am so thankful that no matter what time of day or night i can always pick up the phone and call you to complain... to whine... to just talk.. I love you soo much!

WOMEN WILL LOVE THIS!

So were talking about not being able to ask men in the next stall for toliet paper.. AGAIN dennis leary....

I ask him " if you were a woman and you started your period, could you ask another woman for a tampon?"

Him- " no....."

Me- " What would you do?"

Him " I dont know.. roll up my sock and use it?"


This is where i wanted to hit him... seriously does he think his sock will fit in my Who Ha????????


its a DOH moment.......

totally random....

So um.. my husband is watching some random stand up comedian... ( dennis leary?) never heard of him... OK so he is talking about defeacating.. yeah i know.. gross.. i look over at my husband...

me- " defeacting?????"
him- "Yeah you know shitting...."
Me-  rolls eyes like naw.... i didnt know......


Sheesh...... and i thought I WAS WEIRD!!!!!!

thankful for....

I am thankful for my husband having a job. I know how the economy is... and i am so thankful he puts his life on the line to know we are taken care of... I love him sooo very much...

OMG

OMG  i am eating the best chicken strips EVER! my husband made them... they are sooooooo goood! yeah tonights post is short...

a little post..

So tonight alaina woke up after being asleep for a few hours.. i think she has night terrors... Well anyways... instead of yelling mama.... she yelled dada... totally made aarons night... but almost made me cry...

thankful for...

Today i am thankful for being with my best friend... NO matter how tough times get or how stressed we are all it takes is a hug from him and i am ok... I love him sooo very much...

Oh another morning...

Another morning.. I am soo tired. My pills work from like 3 am on.. lol Aaron is nice enough to let me sleep in. Even tho i dont sleep i just listen to him and alaina.. lol My dr is going to have to get things right soon.

If things continue going down hill i might talk to aaron about a compassionate relocation back to washington so my parents can be there to help me.. I know we just left there and i know he hates the unit but so far i have been diagnosed with
ms
fibromyalga
anxiety
depression
migraines
and were working on bipolar..

Thats alot for one person to handle on their own.. I know my husband has a lot of pressure on him and i love him soo very much for every thing he does. Even if i dont show it enough.

My vent for the day..

My vent for today is...

If you cant afford the 2 kids you have... you shouldnt have more!

thankful for....

Today i am thankful for my kitty who no matter where life takes us and who comes and goes she is always by my side and loves me....

Hello!

Hello everyone. had sooo much running around to do today. I didnt sleep well so i am dragging butt and i feel like i am in the worst mood ever. Just trying not to take everything out on everyone else!

I got a new vacuum today! i am sooo excited.. my vacuum was dieing and this one works!!! yay!!!

bought a new juice called Naked Juice.. its got fruits and veggies in it.. it actually isnt that bad! aaron doesnt like it tho.. lol

Im hosting a scentsy party! i am sooo excited.. i dont know many people here... but its online so people all over can buy! i love scentsy!

 https://jennfilmon.scentsy.us/Buy?partyId=21934894

if you wanna buy! lol

thankful for....

Today i am thankful for loving parents that love me no matter how stubborn i am! Love you mom and dad.

Morning..

Good morning everyone! Today sucks. I am soooo tired. The kids didnt want to sleep after aaron got up. My cold still isnt gone.. its like each day that i wake up to call and reschedule things i feel like crap. Maybe one day! lol So i am going to be going back to the dr this coming week to go over my meds they put me on. There is a few things i want to talk to the dr about.. Some things i am curious about.

We still have tons of snow.. it has been way to cold for alaina to go out and play.. like -5 cold! That is cold.. but yet i am still wearing shorts and tank tops.. I just cant bring myself to wear long sleeves. Its a different kind of weather here. Kinda like montana. I miss there..

Alaina's new word... MOM.... MOM.... MOM.... sometimes i pretend that the word MOM doesnt exist.. lol... The funny thing is she calls my mom, MOM. lol  She misses my parents sooo very much. Cant wait to go back and visit. Even tho that visit is gonna be hard cause i know what happens after it.

Logan is doing great.. getting soooo big! I love waking up to his smiles! He is such a talker to me. He loves his mama!

Anyways... off for now.. Please dont be shy... drop a note and say hi!

thankful for....

Today i am thankful for my wonderful kids who love their mommy unconditionally.