not a good day.

Woke up this morning not being able to feel my feet. I hate this... its a flare up and i hate it. It gets to the point that i cant lift my leg.  I seriously can not feel hot or cold from my belly button down but i cant feel pain really on my feet either.

Red cross said they cant send my message and my husbands unit doesnt want to do anything.... so alas.... im stuck with nothing again..... sorry this blog sucks.. but its just not a good day.

red cross message.

So im tired of not being able to get the help i need. Im tired of not being able to go to the dr like i need to. Im tired of not being able to do much of anything.

I love my children very much but if you know them you know its hard to do much of anything with both of them together. I finally broke down and called the unit last night for help. I wanted to talk to a chaplain, but landed up talking to a master sgt. then the frsa and let me tell you when you are in a posistion of power you are to NOT treat ANYONE the way i was treated last night by the frsa. It really hurt my feelings.

I finally did talk to a chaplain and the only thing he told me that i didnt know was that i can put a red cross message in myself. WHICH I DID.

I really hope it doesnt bite my husband in the ass but ya know i need help... this is why were trying to go closer to home.