Friday, March 18, 2011

at a loss

So i have this dog.. bruno.. hes a great dog.. but he pees on the floor when being yelled at, trying to wipe his feet or anything else like that.. Other then that hes a good dog. But with the diagnosis of scolisos and MS and logan getting ready to crawl i just dont think its worth it for my son to be crawling around in dog pee.

For example... I found a thing of dog pee that was dried and my daughters been playing right there... kind of annoying if you ask me...

Granted he is my daughters dog.. but my kids shouldnt have to play in dog pee... i just dont know what to do.. And yes he does go outside all the time!

letter from my dr.

findings: three-view lumbar spine series demonstrates 5 non-rib-bearing lumbar vertebral bodies with normal height. The lower thoratic spine curves to the right and the right iliac crest is higher then the left. Disc spaces are well maintained. No soft tissue abnormalities.

so apparently my spine curves to the right... wonder if thats why its more comfy for me to sleep on that side.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

deal pulp

this is an awesome site that one of my friends turned me on to. its called dealpulp. You can get things for half off or more! check it out!

I have gotten target gift cards for cheap, papa murphys gift cards for cheap! and many other things!


So my left leg.. the one i couldnt lift.. is getting much better. That is the knee i have arthritis in. I dont know if something is messing with the muscles or what but it was annoying.. BUT now that hip that was super sensitive is still super sensitive under the skin but the skin its self is numb.. go figure.

My right leg is soo numb it hurts.. I really wish they would figure this out. I am now on steriods 2 times a day and not 3. hopefully it will get better by the time i am off of them.

The mri place called yesterday and wanted to schedule my mri but i cant till i get approval through tricare.. so i told them to call me back.


So i am little frustrated. The only thing i have asked my husband to do is help put laundry away, clean the kitchen and cook dinner ( hes a great cook!)

Do you think he can do any of them? NO.

our clean clothes are on the floor in the bedroom, i am cleaning the kitchen.. and he bitches he has to cook.

Granted he works all day but so do i. I take care of 2 kids. And any parent knows that that is a hard job.

I have time to play on the puter ( obviously), watch tv, play outside, play inside, do laundry, vacuum,  lunch, breakfast, sweep and mop, and everything else but he doesnt have time to help me? this is his home too.

I feel like i am cleaning up after 3 kids. This is his day

Hes up, goes to work ( some days just hands out ammo- like lately) comes home, bitches, cooks, eats, and then passes out on the couch...

But yet, he just trashes my house... I just want some help.. is that so hard? I asked him one day if he could help out and he told me he acknowledged what i was saying.. but nothing has changed..

oh and do you think he has made another counseling appt? yeah freaking right...

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

not talking....

so i found out.. some things.. I am no longer posting my opinions, my expeirence, my thoughts... nothing.. no more.. my blog is my blog.. i shall post what i want here... if people dont like they dont have to read it.. im sorry if it hurts anyones feelings but i am who i am .. like it or not..

But i will not sit back and let things be said that can hurt me or the ones i love...


well last week i had some xrays done and the results came in.

my left knee i have arthritis... surprise surprise.. i knew that....

apparently i have scoliosis in my lower back.. i am haveing an mri soon to see what is totally going on then i will be going to see an orthopedic.

so as of today i am diagnosed with the following:
tension headaches
working on bipolar

I am soo tired of doctors, pills, exams.. i just want to be normal.. i want to go for runs.. i want to climb and hike.. but i cant do any of this.. sometimes i just hate being me.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

giving a shout out..!

giving a shout out to my friend cat's blog! she is a great mom dealing with health issues like me... and she is hosting a giveaway! why not check her out?

giving a shout out..!

giving a shout out to my friend cat's blog! she is a great mom dealing with health issues like me... and she is hosting a giveaway! why not check her out?